I'm depressed. I hate that my ex is already in a new relationship & with someone less attractive. It makes me feel inadequate & like something is wrong with my personality for him to chose her over me. There must be because I'm judging his new girlfriend so callously. I hate that I'm judging her. I hate that she's not a rebound. I hate that they'll likely last a few years if not forever. I hate that he saw something in her that is worth moving onto after 6 months of dating me, 3 months of being single, & 3 weeks after we stopped talking for good. I don't know why I'm still attached & hurting. He didn't treat me well & he's treating her well. I haven't improved much since our breakup. I haven't gained my weight back & I'm still not eating or sleeping right. He meant more to me than me to him & I don't get it. I'm not a good woman anymore I'm damaged completely. I feel really sick. I'm very sad. I don't love myself & I'm afraid I'm going to be forever alone. I don't think I'll have a happy life. It has sucked so far. I feel ugly, & too skinny.