Am I right in not texting him?

He's my ex and he broke my heart and lead me on for months, but lately he's been acting like a good friend. About a month ago he asked me why I never text him first, and I told him it's because I don't want to bother him, but also in the past he would ignore me, so it made me not want ever text him.

But it I also don't want to text him because I still have feelings for him, and don't want to get hurt again.
Am I right in not texting him?
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