Most Helpful Girl
Why do you feel you are lacking courage? What is one more tantrum she throws at you if it's the last. If you want to prepare in such a way in which you will be able to avoid her after you break up with her, then do it. If you n Ed to change your locks, delete her contacts, and be away for a while because you are afraid of her, then prepare for that. If you are afraid she is going to cry and make you feel bad, then make it a quick break over the phone. I'm just making up scenarios as to why you feel you lack courage.
Most Helpful Guy
Yes leave now!!! You are in a 100% abusive relationship. She sounds like a manipulative punk! Looks to women being manipulative and the different parts of abusive women . Leave now.