I don't know how to get over this kind of heartbreak. I didn't get over him in a year and a half after the first break up, then we got back together almost, and now I'm sure I'll never be able to move on because there simply is no closure for why my love wasn't enough.
If I ask him for an explanation, is that wrong, does it seem desperate, should I just leave it alone?
Most Helpful Guy
It’s really difficult right now, I know. But there is help on the way. You may not realize this now but it’s kind of a law of nature that we expand during unwanted experiences. It’s the same mechanism as the universe, which is always expanding. We are too, and never more so than when we are living a difficult time.
Your ex left you and it’s normal for the ego to want an explanation. But remember how, when you first got together, no explanations were necessary. You simply were, and loving every minute of it. Suddenly when there’s a problem, we want to explain and talk everything to death. Why?
Because the ego is engaged and doesn’t want to lose. When he’s in love with you, no problem. But as soon as he cools his jets, the ego begins to engage. We are taught to listen to it; we are taught that it’s not okay to simply leave. You have to explain.
I suggest that there’s no explanations that will ever truly satisfy you. “I just don’t love you anymore”… well, why? And when did you stop loving me…. and WHY? “Well, I just became bored”…so, I’m boring? You’re the only on who thinks so….”sorry”. I mean it’s futile…..
Why not just let it go. Remember the good times you had together which truly were good. The law of attraction delivers experiences and people to us that match our emotional state. This is why a good day keeps getting better and a bad one keeps getting worse. Learn to appreciate that when you’re having a bad time, as you are now, you’re in the midst of an expansion. Move through it and you know you’ll be happier and you WILL meet someone better for you.
Finally, remember you don’t even want to be with this guy, not really. How do I know? He isn’t that into you and I’ll never believe you want to be with someone who isn’t 100% into you. I mean why would you? You don’t. You want somebody that loves you!
Does this give a little bit of perspective?
Best of luck!
Most Helpful Girl
No, i asked for closure and he delivered. It really hurts but it helped me to know how to better myself and move on.