OK, so my ex boyfriend as of two months pops up today asking if we could talk. Im so scared and nervous because he was my first everything and I can honestly say I loved him and still have some feeling towards him but the breakup was absolutely terrible and I've never felt so miserable before. I've just started to come out of my mourning phase and on the verge of recovery per se. I don't know what to expect but he seems a lot more kind than a few weeks ago. I'm worried I'm going to fall back into my hole of sadness again. I'm worried that he'll try to get us back together and I'm not sure what to do. Any advice?