while being fuck buddies she gave me signals, like calling me and telling me she misses me and things like that, which was weird because she told me she wasn't in love with me anymore, but clearly had some affection. One night of rough sex there's was a friend of her there and i told her that i didn't have much cash for us to hang out or do something that would require money, she said it was ok because she was in the same situation, but that didn't stop her from saying "you have to buy us food" (in a bad way) i said no and she said to her friend in front of me "you see? he is so cheap, i can't marry someone like him", a couple of days later she told me that we should stop seeing each other and messing around for good due to the fact that i behave like a momma bear with my money and that is important for her, i just said ok and ignored her texts, i deleted her from social media and she messaged me on tw after she realized it (have a good life <3 I love you) I didn't reply..
there are days that i feel really angry at the fact that she walked over me so many times and i alllowed her because i wanted things to work out, i see sometimes people retweeting her stuff and it seems like she is dating someone else or she likes some other dude and it just infuriates me because i dont know how can some women be so fucking evil and careless.
I accept that i wasn't an alpha centered man at the end of the relationship and since i was still in love after we saw eachother a yr later i was kind of weak too, but why treat me like shit and dump me again for that shitty reason?, I get really mad and i would like to throw a truck at her for being such a bitch to me for no fucking reason.
this is not even the whole story of the thigns she has done to me, she made sure we coudlnt stay friends
Most Helpful Girl
One: She's a major drama queen.
Two: She has mixed feelings.
Three: Most of those mixed feelings are saying she really wants you.
I know, because a while back one of my friends did the same thing to a guy she really liked. She loved him, but she knew that they weren't that serious, even though they dated for a year or so, because they were only eighteen and his mom was asking him to marry some other girl she knew, who he was friends with since childhood.
My friend got hurt. She knew she couldn't be with him or compete with his childhood friend, so she "broke up" with him. But she was absolutely unable to live without him.
Maybe this girl is a bit more serious about you than she wants to admit, which is why she's not admitting it.
Calm down and just think about it. Think about not what already happened before or what will happened later. But rather, what happened now and how you really and truly feel about her.
Hope I helped.
And just for a happy heart, remember:
Love Life and Life Loves you back.
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Most Helpful Guy
First you have to let it go. No one can do that but you. It's unhealthy and immature to let this fester. Yes she was a bitch and played you but you allowed yourself to be played. She's moved on but you aren't - you are only hurting yourself.
Get a punching bag and everytime you feel angry beat the shit out of it, let the anger out instead of letting it fester. Pretty soon you'll feel it go.