I think I'm going to cheat.

I've been with my boyfriend almost a year now and I only see him once a month.. twice if i`m lucky. It`s a long distance thing.I like this kid who lives close by. I don`t want to cheat on my boyfriend cause he doesn't deserve that. But here are the facts

i`m young and attractive and a lot of guys want me and my boyfriend said some things to me like he doesn't know if he loves me and how he doubts he`ll marry his first love. And even though he "took it back" it confused me and made me wonder. My feelings toward him kind of changed. I love him but I want to explore but I need him in my life. But I know i`m going to give in to the guy close by. What do I do ?
I think I'm going to cheat.
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