Wanting to get back with toxic ex?

It's been about 8 months since me and my ex broke up because I had to move back home. It wasn't a bad break up, we were both wanting to see each other again but with me moving it would be difficult. We tried to maintain a friendship but it got worse and worse. I was the one that broke up with her yet I was the one that couldn't move on. Still to this day i think about her. When we first started talking she was always a bitch to me but I just didn't worry about it, and while trying to maintain our friendship she was constantly toxic to me. She told me to never contact her then call me 2 days later crying, then stopped talking to me again a few days later. Everyone that I've talked to for advice has told me to forget about her and move on, but 8 months down the road and I still find myself missing her. I don't know what to do.
Wanting to get back with toxic ex?
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