I texted him saying are you happy with me then he said stop bringing up shit and wouldn't talk to me at all. I got annoyed and was like well maybe we need a bit of a break beause we'd been arguing a lot and it was exhausting. He then said he didn't want to talk to me indefinitely and was textng me saying I'm not sure if I can do this anymore then denying it. I wrongly kept texting him and didn't give him the space but I didn't know what the f to do or where I stood - I wanted a break for a couple of days not ages like this.
We met up after nearly a week not speaking and sorted some things out - he wanted me to stop being so resentful for things he'd done to me in the past and told me a whole heap of things he was upset with me for. He'd never been upset with me before ever so I was blindsided. He said he needed more space indefinitely but I said I'd give him five days cos I couldn't cope in the limbo I felt like I was dying.
Met up second time he told me he never wanted to break up with me and we sorted things out. The next day we speak on the phone and I say was he sorry for just ignoring me for days on end when he knew how upset I was and how abandoned it made me feel. (I would have been ok if he'd said it was for a set time but he left me indefinitely) Then he tells me I'm wrong for crying at him and gets angry and breaks up with me on the phone and drops my stuff off
He wants to be back together the next day but I have to make it up to him. Half a week later we go out and it's nice but he starts an argument bc I get upset when he tells me we wouldn't be together at all if I hadn't backed down. Tells me everything is fine.
Few days later I text him on way back in the evening teasing him asking if he misses me. He gets annoyed. We speak on the phone and he tells me I'm a horrible person, that I've changed. Keeps telling me he loves me but that he's not sure. Then breaks up with me on the phone again.