Why I want to ask? Because he wished that we can act as if we still were together when we go for the vacation. If I need to act like that, I just need to know there hasn't been anyone else. He said he wants me to go there with him, and I know he won't use me for sex or anything. I'd still like to get back together with him.
I used to ask silly things like that when we still were together, so asking this might worsen the situation.
Could you help me: what should I do? I feel weird if I don't ask but then I know I shouldn't. I could also ask it f2f before we go, but still I'd feel bad for asking..