The relationship constantly dwelled on the physical and was extremely anxiety producing. This is only a few examples of what had happened, but hopefully you get the idea.
Now that we've broken up, I am reentering the dating game. However, I deal with anxiety, because I worry about it happening again. This especially occurs when I go out on dates, resulting in me cancelling, and having no interest in dating whatsoever. I feel almost as if I shouldn't feel it because it has been so long since it happened. Furthermore, I also feel frustrated because I end up crying because I feel powerless to stop it. Additionally, I feel mad at him, because of what he did to me, and mad at myself for feeling this way. I am seeking therapy, but still wonder: "where do I go from here to feel better?" And, are all guys out there like that, and how does sex come in a relationship?
Looking for advice and resources to move past what has happened. Thank you.