Next month we gonna meet again for a weekend trip. The trip was planned before the relationship got worse. So it's not like a meeting where he want to see me again or a meeting designed to "taking a decission" about our relationship. Day 18 and I still talk to him once in every 7/4 days. He iniciated the first communication but the others 2 communications iniciated by me.
Last night I asked him about us and he said he haven't think about us yet. I told him if he made up his mind he should let me know. His answer is simple "we will see".
I wanna know how should I behave during our first meeting after taking a break? One hotel room or separate room? Should I bring up our relationship and asked him for decissions or I just follow his lead? Do you guys think appearance will make any differences towards his feeling about me? I kinda overweight (and i just realize that this is why I am insecure, needy and clingy to my bf) and have lost 15 kg since the last time we meet. He told me that my weight never be a problem and I am beautiful tho. But I know I am a little bit overweight (before: 168cm/71kg now 168cm/55kg). Please help. Thank you soo much.