I can't get over my ex. We've been broken up since Valentine's Day (after being together since June 2009) and he's all I can think about. Its driving me crazy because I'm STILL head over heels in love with him when he's already out being the guy he didn't use to be.
He used to be so sweet, caring, and just wonderful. Then he went off to college and did a complete 180 once spring semester started. He always told me he loved me. I could feel it, and others could see the love we had.
We both were hurt previously. Both his previous gf's left him for other guys, and I couldn't open myself up nor trust and guy due to past experiences with could have-been bf's.
We were great friends before we went out, and I think I miss my friend most of al. We supported each other through everything, and stayed together through so much.
But when January came, it was obvious he was having doubts. He started to listen to his friends and let this life of being a college football player get to him. Which in turn, made me freak out and become needy because I knew I was losing him.
He was my first love, and he took that love away. He took my trust, my heart, and my hope with him. I never thought I'd ever fall in love.
I cry damn near everyday because of him. It kills me how much I miss him, just the little things.ZI loved him with all of me. And he used to return that love. Not anymore.
What do I do to let him go, even though its killing me to?
He was acting all nice for a week and now he's an asshole again...this sucks :(