I'm dating somebody, but I started having feelings for somebody else. My boyfriend would start trash talking about him and It was really hurtful. My boyfriend only hanged out with me once, over the course of 3 months. While this other dude was my friend and we used to do everything together, pizza, playing games, talking hours on end, walking around town. I have depression and I'm scared of what's going to happen. The last relationship I had, my ex verbally abused me and hurtled me really badly.