When we broke up all she did was party, party and party. Late nights etc. Nearly got the sack from her job for absence. Did a complete 180. She even slept with someone, then cried to me about how bad she felt, saying she felt low and used (lol.) While she did that, I got a better paying job, I work 13 hours less and still make more money than my old job. Hit the gym and I've put on 10lbs thanks to a diet my PT friend recommended, have massive confidence in myself and my abilities now, huge changes.
We've talked about reconciling, she said she doesn't know what she wants. I asked "why?" And she said she enjoys being single, while admitting the grass isn't greener, she enjoys her freedom and likes the fact she doesn't have to answer to anyone, valid points, I mean she's young. But still admits she has feelings for me. (She even still snoops my Facebook through a friend because I blocked her...) I'm kinda open to reconciling, but what's the best way to proceed? We talk maybe once a week, she initiates it. I kinda want to talk to her, but I don't want her to have her cake and eat it, I said I'll give her a month to think about it, but she really won't stick to NC. Any ideas?