So after a long time, I decided I wanted to go back to my ex and make things civil with him, since we're going to be seeing each other at my friend's parties and whatnot and I promised myself and him that I would go back to him once I was over everything. I started messaging him and then after like a week of messaging back and forth he left me on read with my last message. I didn't say anything wrong. He just never decided to continue the convo. For some reason, I'm affected by it and honestly hurt. I wish I didn't care, but I feel like I do. Is it cause he just is trying to distance himself from me? He's the one who wanted me to be friends with him afterwards. And honestly should this matter? It's like one of those thoughts you wish you could shake off but you can't.