I have an issue. My (now ex-) girlfriend broke up with me about 2 months ago, and I am still not over her. She told me that "we could still be friends", but I see her at school everyday and every day my heart still skips a beat. I am still deeply in love with this girl. I am so confused and so sad as I don't know anymore how to speak to her, and therefore she starts ignoring me and trying to have the conversations as short as possible, usually with just a "Yes", "No", "I don't know", "Okay", etc. answer. I am doing my best and my hardest to be friendly and friends with her, yet I am still so hard in love with this girl, and the conversations aren't helping me any further either because
1. I am a very sensitive person and feel quickly denied or quickly heartbroken
2. I am not a very confident person, at least not in front of her, and therefore I am not a smooth-talker, and I feel like shit as I don't know how to start and maintain a conversation well.
It's just so messed up as I have so many things in my head I want to tell her yet I can't because I am shy or don't want to feel rejected anymore.
When I don't distract myself from her I still think about her all the time and feel heartbroken.
I know this sounds overdramatic but I am really lost because I really do have feelings for her, and I know she doesn't have any feelings anymore towards me.
Is it weird for me to feel this way, even still after a month or 2 after the breakup? And can anyone just tell me how I can feel better or forget about her or get her back? I know it's difficult, but I just don't want to be denied anymore and feel like shit because I have been denied by the girl I have so much feelings for. I'm pretty sure she knows anyways I have feelings for her, as you can read my expressions easily, I've been told.
I'm sorry this post is a mess, I just feel lost and sad and depressed if I can be honest and I need some help or just needed to have this off my chest. Thanks for listening