Need help about my ex and drunk texting?

Me and my ex work together I don't mind being civil but he always acts like we're friends. He crosses the line a lot talking about the past, giving me special treatment and acting like he cares.

Problem is some stupid part of my brain translates that as him still caring. I can go for a good while without drunk texting him but then sometimes something happens and I do it. I did it last week and it's been 7months. I'm aware that's really pathetic and he probably thinks I'm an idiot but I have deleted his number.

I don't know how to act when I see him though. I feel so shitty he knows I'm this pathetic. I'm going to try minimise contact because I can't deal with these feelings anymore.
Need help about my ex and drunk texting?
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