He asked me to wait for him so I did as was in a bad place.. Wasn't emotionally stable after what happened. Found out he was screwing some girl and dating another while he was telling me he loved me and that it's not the end of us. And kept on saying he couldn't deal with this and if I'd have given him space then it wouldn't have got to that. (sod your space when the person you say you love/loved or even care about has PTSD from her job and miscarried your child. Otherwise he would have had all the space he wanted. I dealt with it on my own).
2 weeks after he got a new girlfriend. He used that 'space' to get over me while I suffered with PTSD and a miscarriage with his child while keeping me on a hook. When I confronted him that I knew about his lies he went on the defensive & treated me even worst/still wasn't upfront and honest. We haven't spoken since & a week later blocked me on Facebook making out like I'm a crazy bitch.. ( guess that makes him feel better).
I can't get over what he did to me... I'm over him, we weren't good for each other & I was very unhappy in the relationship. but I'm struggling with what he did & the cowardly, lack of care the way he did it.. we were friends for 3.5 years and then 3 years in a relationship.
I don't get why he's allowed to be happy now.. plastering pics of him & his new girlfriend on facebook (my friends told me).. It's not fair.. I'm trying to concentrate on me, going to the gym, doing activities, taking me time etc but it's just not working... But why is he allowed to be happy with a new girlfriend. I used to believe in Karma but losing faith in all human kind now... Will I ever trust anyone ever again? x