My boyfriend and I broke up about a week ago ( I left him) for good reasons. he's 35 I'm 38. We have been together just over 2 years. He left the state because he said it hurt too much. He was going to find love elsewhere and etc. (however I think that its an unhealthy way to deal with it). I heard from him daily until he got to his destination. I know i hurt him but I had to leave him because of something he did. However today, i get a random email asking if I've ever really loved him. Well of course I did, otherwise I would have not invested so much into the relationship for so long. I know he is hanging out with other girls and drinking. What are his intentions of sending that and then dissappearing?