But my only question: will he realise what he has lost in me? He'd told me on the day I returned his belongings 2 him that other than the mistake I'd made, I was perfect.
Most Helpful Guy
No, I doubt it. But the looks of it, your relationship never really was that great. If he couldn't respect you then, he's not going to to respect you later... Especially now you've retaliated and done some things that make it harder for him to like you. He's probably more likely to remember the bad things you did rather than the good things, that's just how a lot of people are, focusing on the bad rather than the good.
Don't worry about it, be thankful it's over and try to move on.
Most Helpful Girl
No, he won't because he has nothing to realise. You (a person) are not your behaviour, so it's nothing special. And yes, you've already asked this question, stop thinking about it and do what he did - move on.