i have been for years.
how do I try to reclaim my love for him... he has never wandered from my mind and I miss him greatly..
Due to the circumstances, getting back together would be like hopping on thin ice everyday. It's better to let go and avoid yourself another heartbreak :/
You need to move on. You should also probably break up with the other guy since you aren't really into him. Then go work on yourself so you can be ready for a real and healthy relationship.
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