i know this is stupid. like i do love him in some weird way, i like talking to him, and I'm kind of used to it all now, and I'm terrified of it ending. but at the same time long distance just doesn't work for me, if we aren't going ti be together, how does the relationship move forward? I've never broken up with someone, and i dont want to hurt him... how do i end things? any ideas on how to make him break up with me? that would be nice. honestly it isn't him, it's me.