I cannot read this girl, I want to believe she is a good person and I just misread things... Maybe she doesn't know I have feelings.
But it seems like she likes attention, gossiping, is a fake person, manipulative, I'm not sure if girls are just like this in general, or I just met a bad girl. She probably knows I like her.(She vented even about her boyfriend to me after I found out)
I have mixed feelings and am conflicted. I don't know what to think.
I really want to apologize for the tension, I should have never liked a coworker, and I should have been cool even if she didn't want to date (I was confused at the time)
and at least I can move on knowing I tried to properly get closure...(I had 2 botched attempts at this already)
Or I can assume that she knows I like her, lead me on, is not very smart and it's just better to cut my loses and move on. Which I really hate assuming things, and it kills me to accept she is a bad girl.
I'm stressed out, Depressed and I can't make a decision here.
I don't want to be with her, but I just want to come to peace with things.
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Just behave as if nothing happened