At some point I truly realized all the signs and what was going on. He was a spineless coward and a liar, only playing people, multiple people at the same time. It hurt really bad knowing that everything he has ever said might be a lie. But I still couldn't let go at the time, because it all creeped up on me gradually.
Now I finally got to the point where I have cut him out of my life. And it felt so great. I did not feel anything for him anymore. But now that has been replaced by a new painful feeling that I can't seem to get rid of: I truly regret it that I didn't leave him behind earlier.
Why didn't I let go? Why did I hold on to something that caused me pain? I feel angry at myself for staying as long as I did, knowing that he is just a loser and that I deserve better.
Even though I was the one to eventually cut out all contact, I still can't shake the feeling of regret. I feel like a fool and my trust has been shattered. I hate feeling so out of control and don't know how to get over it.
Most Helpful Guy
Write him a long letter, detailing how you feel, just to get it off your chest. Then realize that literally everyone is different, and roll the dice with someone else. Good luck. You have my support.0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE
Most Helpful Girl
i fill the same way before its really hard to get over to someone that we trully love... but don't feel bad for yourself because you make a wrong decision... instead be proud for yourself for making a hard decision for you own sake... let go of the past and look forward to the future ahead... i know its hard to do it but if we still holding on the past we can never move on in our life... just dont do the same mistake in the future relationship... stay focus on your goal...0THIS IS NOT RELEVANT ANYMORE