Most Helpful Guy
You are 19 and dated a month... my first girlfriend killed herself. I was heart broken for years. I was going to propose the night she killed herself. Girlfriend 2 cheated on me. It took time to get over, not as much as girlfriend 1. You are younger then I was when I had my first relationship. Each relationship I have had has lasted years. I am pursuing a young woman now in hopes of finding a new relationship. It hurts now. I know that, I understand that. But the sun still rises. The pain is always present, when you first wake up until you fall asleep, it gives you nightmares, until it doesn't. It will fade. In time you will be ready to find love. And it will be a greater and deeper love, and then, you will probably break up again. But someday, you will find someone who will love you truly, madly, deeply, and you will be ok. Just give yourself time.
Most Helpful Girl
You're 19 and at that tender age everything feels "bigger" because you have less experience. Let the relationship go. Bury it figuratively and literally. Take all you have from that relationship and let it go. Mourn the loss but realize one day you will find a better love. A lasting and enduring love. Don't sell yourself short be happy, you're young and time goes too quickly to think about the past. Live, fall in love with yourself, and just do some soul searching to figure out what you need and want in a man but most of all learn and just move on. Love like you had is out there just be patient you'll find each other with lots of patients and being selective with the next guy. Above all protect your heart against posers. Hope this helped.