Ending an "almost" relationship?

We've been together since February, supposedly exclusive since April, but it's never felt like a real relationship.

Im tired of the pain but I can't stop want to stick it out for the future I desire. Telling myself to walk away isn't working. I try not to text him or ignore his text but I just can't help myself.

How can I stop myself and break free?
Ending an "almost" relationship?
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