How am I supposed to deal with my emotions here?

There was this gal I'd met online and we started hitting it off right off the bat. We'd been talking for about 5 or 6 months and even met up quite a few times and she even said she loved me once (we were both kind of having emotional break downs and we pulled each other through then she said it). Last night we were texting and she was drunk. I asked her what she was up to and she said,"Oh just hanging with this guy" and I jokingly replied,"Oh? Haha is he cute? xD"" and she replied with,"Ya actually very. He's an ass though so we usually end up hate fucking when we hang out" and then she disappeared and wouldn't respond to any texts I sent after that. This morning she texted,"Haha! Sorry me and Wyatt fucked last night so I was a little busy. So what's up with you?" and I felt really hurt... I said,"I thougit you loved me" and she never responded...
How am I supposed to deal with my emotions here?
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