I miss my ex... am I crazy?

Hey y'all. As crazy as it might sound... I'm starting to miss my abusive, obsessive ex. Our relationship is a complicated story... but essentially it ended after I was sexually assaulted and I walked out on him. I ended up having to file a report for harassment because he wouldn't leave me alone after the breakup. At first it was sweet stuff saying he wanted me back and he would change. But the more I ignored him the nastier the messages got calling me names. He ended up starting several rumors about me to ruin my reputation. Anyways long story short he's now with my (now ex) best friend. He has completely destroyed mine and her relationship. I don't think this is a jealousy thing. But for whatever reason I just miss him... maybe I actually miss my old relationship with my best friend.
I miss my ex... am I crazy?
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