Most Helpful Guy
36 yrs? Where are you meeting these men? I'm not 100% into online sites, but they are the best in finding people with similarities to you without wasting time. Usually women and men around your age would already have a family and children. It could get really lonely and fruitless if you haven't had a partner past a certain age. I suggest just meeting more men. There's literally nothing else you can do. Maybe approach and be proactive?
Most Helpful Girl
EVERYONE is scared of rejection and experiences loneliness in the absence of having a s/o. Everyone does stupid, senseless things in an effort of avoiding the loneliness that you are feeling.
Nothing about your situation is in any way unique to you and only you.