I've given up dating for good and I should be happy but I'm not?

I'm miserable, I miss cuddles and kisses. The fear of rejection and my heart being broken again has put me off and though I miss the closeness I don't miss the end part where I end up feeling unlovable. I do believe I've never been loved off a man so I just stopped trying to find it. I'm unsure if there is anyone in the same boat as me who can relate to what I mean? I don't think I could suffer another setback of heartbreak and tears. I was getting desperate for love I ended up doing some stupid things to please men and I hate myself for it now. is there anything wrong with me that chooses loneliness over finding true love? I've gone 36 years of nobody loving me what's another 36 years?
I've given up dating for good and I should be happy but I'm not?
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