My fault for sticking onto one guy only. I should have dated other men and didn't bother to work out the relationship with an emotionally unavailable man. It was emotionally tiring and realize that it isn't worth it. I feel very stupid of myself for fighting for that relationship. I'm happy because I'm relieved and so he is because he doesn't want responsibilities and commitment. He just wants fun, s*x and no strings attached. I'm happy that I can focus more on myself and priorities because he isn't the one that I need.