What do I need to do next? Can you help me understand this?

I was dating the perfect guys, he was kind and caring, and yes we were sexual. He hadn't talked to me in a few days so I reached out to him, and he ignored it. I broke down and assumed it was his way of breaking it off with me. I messaged him that I didn't want to get closer to someone that isn't sure of what they want and that I need someone that is one hundred percent sure they want to be with me. He said he thinks I'm amazing and that he's not fit for one hundred precent.. (I deleted him on social media) and we haven't talked since for a month. And now I'm stuck crying everyday because I feel like I brought this upon my self. I live with this dread that it's my fault and that I've lost the greatest man I've ever met. I feel so devastated. Never felt this way before and I don't understand what to do to make it go away. Did I mess up?
What do I need to do next? Can you help me understand this?
42
34
Add Opinion