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1st relationship lasted three years. I was satisfied physically and sexually. We broke up because I realized I was too young to get married, not that he was offering. lol! But I knew I did not want to marry this guy but because our friends were getting married, I thought we should get married too. And that freaked me out. I realized I could not trust myself. I knew I did not want to marry this guy but here I was thinking we should get married. I realized I could not trust myself in a relationship so it ended. I was 22 years old when it ended.
2nd relationship - after a few years of casual dating since I did not trust myself with more, I realized I was ready to try something serious so I dated my ex. We were together 6 years and I pined a good three years for him after it ended. Physically and sexually were awesome. We broke up because he could not commit and I wanted to get married and have kids (at least at the time we broke up). I was 32 when it ended and about 35 when I realized I really needed to give up on him. It took me a few years to get over him and it took him really truly breaking my heart for it to happen but I am glad it did. I loved that guy with my our heart and soul and really hoped we would end up together but it was not in the cards for us and now I believe that it was a good thing we did not end up together.
3rd relationship is my current relationship and hopefully my last. We have been together for 6 years. Physically and sexually I am satisfied. Emotionally I am satisfied and out of all of my relationships so far, which I admit have not been a lot (lol!), I feel the most loved and cherished by him. I *know* this man adores me. I *feel* it almost every second of every day. I have never felt this from anyone else before and I must say, it is quite comforting. I soak it up like a sponge. He is also my most frustrating and annoying partner though I do not think that is neither here or there. Just thought I would throw that in. lol!
From writing this out, I realize that it took my 1st relationship for me to be in position for my 2nd relationship and it took my 2nd relationship for me to be in a position for my 3rd relationship so I think it has all worked out like it should have.
I am thankful for all of them and I have been lucky since I have only been with good men.
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