I dated this guy for a while, we were never official. I still deeply love and care about him and I miss him badly. I can't reach out to him or more so, I'm afraid to because I feel like it will just stir up all this mess again and I actually think he hates me now. It's been over a half year now (and 2 months since we last talked) but I just can't forget him even though i've been working on myself and been really busy. I thought I was finally over him but got hit by the feels last night again... is there anything I can do?