For 18 years I have been there for my ex.. even when we weren't together. We have been off &on. He begged for another chance, said he was a changed man and wasn't that punk kid anymore.. once again he betrayed me on several levels. I am the only one who has stuck by his side through his trial and error and uplifting him when he was crying and depressed.. But this was the last straw.. i am so livid and I want to tell him how shitty he is.. but at the same time I have a good heart and I just want to walk away silently forever this time. I hung up on him several days ago and haven't said anything since.. he hasn't even apologized for being shitty. So should I tell him how I feel and have him hate me or walk away not giving him a reason to? ugh!