But, how am I supposed to forget and move on when I need to see him most of the time? Can I gain both, my job and forget him at the same time? It hurts me every time, thinking about them and to be honest, I hate her. Well, that is not a surprise I think. She is gorgeous, blonde, tall, with long legs, (a model) and I am nothing like her (I hate models because of her).
At the moment, I refuse to talk about my personal life with him, and I also decided to never ask about his personal life anymore. It is like, everything is completely business between us, unlike him and the rest of my officemates. I do this because I'm afraid that someday, he will tell me about his future plan with his girlfriend. I can't imagine if he got married and I'm stuck here, trying to move on. Even now, I find myself easily affected when I feel sad or bad whenever I think about it.