I dont one know what to do. I just miss him so much. We used to talk from like 11pm to 5am sometimes on the phone and it felt amazing. I've never connected with anyone like that. And people tell me that I'll meet someone else but I haven't been into anyone or even talked to a guy other than him in years. No one appeals to me and I'm not interested in looking.
I don't even want another relationship I'm happy on my own being single. But I miss him so much. Every time we break up he has always come back and he says he missed me too and that he feels like I'm the one he can talk to about stuff. It makes me wonder if this time he's thinking about me again or wants to talk to me about stuff but he's just too scared to call. I don't know if he understands that if he needs to talk I'm still here for him