I've been in a long distance relationship with a girl, and those were the happiest months of my life, literally. She meant everything to me and I would've given my life for her, I prioritised her over everything, have her everything I could. But she kept lying to me, even cheated on me, that I even forgave her even though it was one of the most painful experiences in my life, but I didn't want to lose her. She kept hurting me, lying to me, not being loyal, and in the end it ended. It's been more than a year now but I still didn't get to move on. I even have her name cut in my shoulder because I really just couldn't endure the inner pain. Is it possible that I'll never be able to recover?