Most Helpful Girl
Hey man, don't beat yourself up over it. If you were too shy and you messed up, that's in the past. I PROMISE YOU, YOU WILL FIND A GIRL PERFECT FOR YOU.
I've rejected a guy and his friends told me he was beating himself up over it, and I feel so fucking bad about it.
And if she looks down on you for what she might think as "less" than her, that is the worst person to be. You are no less than any girl, guy, or human being in the world. Your amount of money does not define you.
If she rejected you the first time and came back to you, she obviously did not want to give you a chance. Even if she was perfect for you, you might've not been perfect for you. Chances are, if you guys got married, neither of you would've been happy.
Promise me that you won't become desperate for love. Although that girl might've been 'your dream girl' and you might 'never find a girl like that,' you'll find somebody even better. I ASSURE YOU.
good luck :)
Most Helpful Guy
I had a similar experience. You will never truly get over her or find someone just like her. You probably won't open up to anyone else either like you did to her either. You get used to it though when you start going after other chicks and eventually you let go.