It's bin 4 years now. I threw away everything we've exchanged. Memories, fogging to past image and memories, taking shape of where we've walked and talked. Feelings that stay on you like burnt marks on your body. Energy that can't be shut of, or a best example. A torch that won't turn off no mater what you do to kill the fire. Forget that one you've called your "first and last." Whatever i do, she's the first image i see in my head, mid day, and night. Even when i look at a magazine, she appears, but is not her. it's bin this long. And i can't move on, keeping myself busy can help. what can i do?
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This sounds like a broken man. :/ What have you been doing to keep busy? Have you been going out there and meeting a new potential girlfriend to fill the void? Or you been closing yourself in because you don't want anybody else to take her place. You cannot put your life on hold for someone who already left you 4 years ago. :/ I am so sorry0