Little background: She was my first girlfriend and we broke up after a mere month. Here's the thing though: I didn't actually loved her, I just asked her on a date and then we become a couple. I didn't think my first relationship would work out but after 4 months apart I've grown to love this woman for the first time. I'm not desperate because I've been talking to countless women but I just compare them to my ex and I'm finally starting to realize I fucked up. How do I confront this? I feel bad because I didn't give it my all and feel like it's my duty to at least try and give her the real me. Love hurts.