After wasting 6years in total with my 2 ex boyfriend (3 years each) I've decided that some time off would be good for a 21year old to figure out herself but before I could commit to that new thought I ended up in a hot mess. During the "time off for myself period" I met a guy who eventually became my best friend who happens to have a girlfriend. Yes, you've guess right. We both start liking each other and things did start getting intimate but as a caring woman I decided to stop it all before it got any further and destroy his relationship. I refuse to hurt another female with my actions so I walk away from him. Now I feel like I've lost my best friend and I'm back to square one (lonely and depress ). Any advice?