It's been a year since she have gone to work abroad. It has been six months since she broke up with me. Her reason was still scribbled pieces for me. I respect her decisions but I still somewhat want to try again. I can't afford our 4 years of friendship and as a couple go to waste. But I guess I can't do anything to make it work since she's in another country. I'm puzzled what to do. I feel lonely and sad every day even I always distract myself with extra curricular activities. What am I supposed to do?