Basically what happened was that my girlfriend broke up with me 3 weeks ago. The reason why we broke up was because she wanted to focus on herself and her studies. It didn't take me long after the break up to realize that our relationship was only one sided because If she really did care about our relationship, she would make time for me and even fought for our relationship. We were bestfriends before we even started dating. I also realized that she used me to fill in a hole in her heart just because she was lonely. I'm not saying that what I'm saying is true, it's how I perceive it because she let her actions speak louder than her words. I would want closure right now but it feels so pointless because she NEVER even cared about this relationship. Right now, I'm trying to move and she already moved on. I blocked her on IG and unfriended her on other social media but my friends told me it was kind of immature to do so I unblocked her on IG but it was too late, she blocked me too. I'm hearing from friends that she's already talking to another guy and they showed me tweet she posted talking about the guy she's talking to right now. it hurts me a lot cause she's lying to me about being independent in the time being. In fact, everything she told me about being there for each other, loyalty, honesty, trust, was a lie and all fell apart. We heard each other's struggles, and it's just ironic how she played me herself. At this point, I'm still hurt right now but I'm doing a little better. I know what she did was fucked up but I would still forgive her because she isn't a perfect person and I hope she realizes her mistakes and comes to regret. I would still be her friend but it's just the trust that is lost and right now, we're still not talking to each other and sometimes I just get worried. I moved on the relationship, but I really miss the friendship we once had, I miss my bestfriend.