Is it really my fault? Or do you think she is playing?

My crush used to tell me that she had no boyfriend multiple times and that other guys were only her friends. She would give me prolonged looks and call me cute and smile at me a lot. But after a while, we started to become colder. I was really uncomfortable and started to act weird... I got really nervous. I gave her a card hinting that I also liked her but she says "look buddy, I dont mean to hurt you but you are weird." I got hurt a lot as she used to flirt with me a lot and tell me that but then she says something like this... And when I got angry I said "dont talk to me ever again!" then she says "lol okay." ... I got super hurt that she would just say "lol"... Do I deserve this? I dont think its funny at all. I am seriously hurt. I lost my reputation at school, went crazy enough that every girl I looked at I only saw her. Random people would give me looks now. I have ton of gossip and her friend gossiped badly about me...
Is it really my fault? Or do you think she is playing?
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