Just realize that I can't open myself to my friends and just feel like I don't have any friends that I can't trust and open myself...
That's so sad.
Will I ever find real friends? How?
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I went through the same thing. One of my ex best friends I told her EVERYTHING but I found out from my guy best friend tht she told him lies and wht not about me. It turned ut she was jealous of him. I'm not friends with her but still best friends with the guy. Sometimes its easier to have guy best friend. sometimes now. it all depends. But once you can realize someones tru personality and tell your own you can findother great friends easyer. Don't tell any friend your secrets yet. Wait and look at how they tlk to others and see if they gossip and wht not first. You can mostly tell if you watch how thy tlk with others.0