I've been loyal and loving. But I end up being cheated of left out. I'm a home girl, like I don't usually go out a lot and I thought guys like that. But after break ups I've been to. I seems to be sad all the time now. I feel like I'm always being taken for granted, and no ine takes me seriously. And this time, I seems to have this trust issues to guys now, even if I tried not to. I couldn't help but don't trust anymore. My mind is block with upcoming admirers. I am a cashier, and receive compliments about my physical look and sometimes how nice I am they said. I tend to be quiet and just smile to them that's like my main characteristics. I feel so lonely. And scared to be in love again. I don't know if its a good thing to not be in love again when sometimes I want to feel being loved and special to someone. It's confusing me, sorry, if I am confusing you too now. Help me. I don't feel okay.