My boyfriend goes out every weekend to his friends and I'm in alone?

Every weekend while I'm stuck in with the kids. I haven't been out myself since before kids were born years ago. I once tried to but he screamed in my face and made a big deal about me having a friend. I don't have friends because he's always made an issue of me having them and the one I did make I stopped going out with because he made me feel ashamed, overhearing him on the phone saying to his pals, she's got a friend isn't that good I'm glad she's going out, it made me feel small why was he telling his friends anything like that?
My life is dull if it wasn't for my kids I'd have nobody to speak too.
i want to leave but I have nowhere to go to, no family or friends.

i don't know what to do?
My boyfriend goes out every weekend to his friends and I'm in alone?
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