This summer he left for a job in a hotel for 4 months. The first month we were talking a lot, despite the fact that his timetable was strict. Maybe 2 hours a day. One day we had an fight, and we didn't talk for one day. After 2-3 days that we were good, he met a tourist girl. They were just friends in a bigger company and half an hour before she left, something changed and they kissed. He told me 10 days later.
He said he wasn't able to forget her, was really sorry, is an asshole, doesn't deserve me, doesn't want me to go, wants me in his life, but then i will feel an option, and he can't tell me he loves me when he thinks of another one too, and he knows he will change his mind but then he won't come to me because i will have continue. Plus they were talking every 2-3 days online.. He also told me he was thinking to travel to see her.
I said I can't be a choice l am sorry, decide in two days and tell me. He said he couldnt decide he was in a mind fucking situation , and that went on for one month. He was telling he couldnt lie, that he is talking once in a week with her and think of her. Less, but still. l blocked him. And i said i needed time.
In one month he came back and he says he doesn't think of her, nor want to travel to see her, he feels awful, he is sorry, and he asked me what do i want us to do. I want him back. What do i do?