Well I bootycalled him again (Like in the beg. when I just wanted sex + no emotions and though i have some feelings, I can't force his plus I barely believe his excuses for dumping me so suddenly seeing as he doesn't try to talk to me often plus I gave myself liquid courage)
he came over, and I pulled out ALL the tricks I had been holding back from hot dirty talk to 10x the effort on blowjobs, a lot of experimentation, to just really 100% paying attention to every single part of him physically and ego wise and I know I rocked his world to the point of him being speechless and satisfied. I remained casual not talking about the breakup issues though was more attentive than just a normal BC then the next morning (yesterday) I woke him up to a bj and we parted ways and I haven't contacted him. I know it seems like a bad idea but I needed to do it for me and as a parting ways.
What do you think is going through his mind? (: